Thursday, December 09, 2004

I must be an alien

Something just dawned on me, and it is so bizarre that no one will ever believe it. I have never seen a positive HPT. But wait, you might say, aren't you pregnant? Yes, indeed, but for some strange reason, I never actually peed on a stick this time. As I was nearing the end of the 2ww for my IVF cycle, I remember thinking that I should just go out, buy a stick, and let loose the stream. But of course, being the over analyzer that I am, I figured that no matter the result, I would never believe it. I knew that if it was positive, I would decide that it was leftover trigger shot. If it was negative, I would decide that it was too early to test. See? It would have simply made me crazy. And once the positive beta came back, there didn't seem to be a need.

Yep, I am truly from another planet.


Jo said...

The sad thing is that I always *knew* all those things -- that I wouldn't believe it no matter what, that I would only end up dropping another twenty bucks on tests -- but I DID IT ANYWAY.

Methinks you are the saner one.

dish said...

Jo, you are too kind...